how is this a children’s showturnt on Nickelodeon
I ship it.
literally been waiting for this gifset since ‘99
Hi friends. As some of you may know me. while some of you might not, and that it completely fine.
I would just like to inform you something about myself. For the past 5-6 years, I’ve been hanging around my little friend called, “Depression.” I’m still holding on to it as a crutch, but I am learning how to get over it. I do endure physical pain from it. My physical pain isn’t cutting, but I suffer from malnutritions and the pain killers I’ve been taking, that I shouldn’t be.
This depression has caused so much pain for my family, loved ones, and myself. Isolating myself has basically become a daily routine. As much as I don’t want to be alone, I’ve grown to get used to it. I’ve grown to know that you came into this world alone, and you will leave this world alone. So I gave up hope for a bright tomorrow. And till this day, depression has been taking over my life.
As an actor, I’ve master the faces of happiness, while behind the mask is pure sadness and lots of questioning. I questioned if there are those who know if I exist, Why must I suffer loneliness, and Why can’t this smile I have be real?
Don’t get me wrong, there are times where I am genuinely happy, but those days are super rare.
My final message for you is, find professional help. If you or know someone who is suffering from depression, get them the help they need. I know if I had the professional help earlier, I would not feel like how I am feeling at the moment. Suicidal thoughts would never pop up every hour or so.
Thank you for reading this.